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Bye

2007-01-09T11:30:00.000+08:00

Bye bye, Blogspot. Hi, LJ.

Small things.

2007-01-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

It's really the small things that count.
Small, tiny things create big mistakes.

A belated happy new year to you.

Bad bad bad.

2006-12-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

I can sense that this year is going to end very badly for me.
Signs:
1. I am breaking out.
2. I got darker even if it's winter.
3. My stomach is rejecting all the food it takes in.
4. My iPod died. (RIP old songs)

So what's going to go wrong next?

Kill me!

2006-12-26T21:17:00.000+08:00

How the hell can I do my paper when Wikipedia doesn't work here and I am not any where near the Ateneo library?
Aside from that, how can I finish the paper when the call time's at 6 am? I need my sleep, dammit! This Christmas break is horrible. I could've finished the paper in one day then slept for the rest of the break, but noooooo, they had to bring me to China to look at friggin' mountains and almost freeze to death. My brother doesn't have to come here. I demand equal rights!

Christmas!

2006-12-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas, folks :)

Even if the Christmas decorations here are crappy and the main religion is Buddhism, I can still feel the Christmas spirit of the people. The bellboys are in Santa costumes - that should say something.

(Something is bugging me right now, though. I'll just rant about it next time.)

Eww.

2006-12-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

Ramadan Plaza, Guangzhou, China

Murderer/rapist santa:

So much for privacy:

Kidnap me.

2006-12-22T20:25:00.000+08:00

Can someone just grab me and take me home? I don't like walking around for hours just looking at furnitures. *dies*
Sightseeing, reading The Iliad and Comm readings, and writing my paper in China is not how I want to spend my Christmas.
Since this (Canton) might be the only place in the itinerary that might have free internet access, let me just greet you all a merry christmas and a fabulous new year!

Burn.

2006-12-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

9:00 pm -- Working on a new project; canvases are beautiful even when blank.
10:50 pm -- I have no idea why I just did that -- putting nails on the border; splinters and a very sore thumb; the canvas is still blank.
11:30 pm -- Errmmm.. It's "art", just because I say so. Didang, you want it?

I must leave you with this song (John Mayer *swoon*):
Slow Dancing in a Burning Room

It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dying breath of
This love we've been working on

Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms
Nobody's gonna come and save you
We pulled too many false alarms

We're going down
And you can see it too
We're going down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room

I was the one you always dreamed of
You were the one I tried to draw
How dare you say it's nothing to me
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw

I'll make the most of all the sadness
You'll be a bitch because you can
You try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Because you can't understand

We're going down
And you can see it too
We're going down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room

Go cry about it, why don't you?
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room

Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

Christmas?

2006-12-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

Is it just me or does it feel less and less Christmas-y each year? :(

___.

2006-12-13T15:57:00.000+08:00

** I don't like you. You walk into the room like you own the place. Yes, yes, we know you can sing and you're good-looking but just because you've had people praise you doesn't mean you're all that. Ang yabang mo. You're not always correct. You're not that talented. You're not always entertaining. You're not amazing. You're bastos, and you get on people's nerves. You're not God's gift to women/men either.

** Don't you just hate how garapal some people are? They grab food from your plate, get things from your bag, uses your things without asking permission; and when they return it, IF they return it, not even a "thank you". They mess up the place, and leave it for you to clean up. Plus, they're only nice to you when they need something.

** And a different person: "Shyet, wala na akong boses." - Kung wala ka nang boses, wag ka nang kumanta. Shut up. I just find really loud people annoying.

** I also hate those people who don't respect your privacy and personal space. Stop reading my messages, and there's a lot of space in the bench, move!

Hmph.

2006-12-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

raix_2000
11:11
u have this abt chasing guys that u know will hurt u

raix_2000
11:11
u have this thing i mean

jorjskidoodles
11:11
hahahha i know

-- I really can't help it. I have a thing for ending up with people who don't deserve me too. Haha. (Yabang!)

Oh lookie, I'm a bunch of letters and symbols:

Shift!

2006-12-11T15:28:00.000+08:00

My mom allowed me to shift to Art Management! Yeah baby! :D :D

Awful.

2006-12-10T13:37:00.000+08:00

It was an awesome party, but I felt awful. It wasn't clear what happened in-between, but I heard things that I wasn't very prepared to hear about. It's true, nothing good ever happens after 2 am. I had a terrible sleep. I also dreamt that everyone was hooking up with someone else, and I will be forever the third wheel. Eww. Dereck, why couldn't we be together instead? Haha.

Santa, where's Prince Charming?

I need a distraction. So please, someone give me a canvas or sketchbook for Christmas. *wink wink*

Panget.

2006-12-10T04:26:00.000+08:00

Pangit ka at ako'y isang magandang babae. H'wag kang feeling ah?
You, really, what do you want from me?
I want a man for Christmas.

Daddy Dictionary

2006-12-08T17:02:00.000+08:00

Daddy Dictionary 1
When my dad says ... he means...
Pinipig = Felipe
Shawn Gorilla = Shangri-La
Maria Clara = Mariah Carey
Blueberry = Burberry
Plata = Prada

Wish List #2

2006-12-08T12:17:00.000+08:00

My Christmas wish list:
1.Japanese for Beginners shirt.
2. Killer Rabbit slippers.
3. Speakers for my Mac.
4. A Balenciaga bag (Oh, soft leather to rub on).
5. The 2.55 bag (Dereck, steal your mom's. She doesn't use it anyway).
6. A new pillowcase for my hotdog pillow.
7. New canvases.
8. Kabuki brush.
9. Blue, green, orange, yellow, and purple nail polish.
10. Plain shirt.
11. Shampoo.
12. Throw pillow.
13. A massage.
14. Skittles.
15. Sandals.
16. A Monchichi.
17. Sims 2 + expansion packs for Mac.
18. Neverwinter Nights for Mac.
19. Blank DVDs.
20. External hard drive.
21. McFarlane The Simpsons Couch Gag Deluxe Box Set.
22. Famiy Guy inflatable chair.
23. Pink poker set from Debenham's.
24. McDonald's happy meal (the one with the beanie babies).
25. Rubber ducky.
26.Huggable Mumble plush.
27. A 2007 Calvin and Hobbes calendar.
28. A sketchbook.
29. Waterpaint.

Mia, you might like this.

Ouchie.

2006-12-06T15:50:00.000+08:00

What's white, furry, and shaped like a tooth?
Molar Bear!

What hurts like hell inside my mouth and as a result, is making my head hurt like hell too? The stupid wisdom tooth. Ugghh, a new one is coming out, and it's making it hard to concentrate. I should've gotten an x-ray during the sem break and had everything removed! Grarrr. Remind me to see my dentist this Friday! At least if ever I get it removed, I'll lose a few pounds, haha.

Oh and another thing that's been bugging me, do I shift to Art Management or no? I'll like it there, but there's not much moolah after I graduate... wait, what will I be anyway after I graduate from Com Tech? Gaahhh! I'm also afraid that I might stop loving art after hearing and writing about it too much.

Molar update: It's 5:14 pm and I can't bite nor close my mouth. The damn thing has gotten swollen. I am very tempted to grab a knife and a long-nose, and do the surgery myself.

Issues.

2006-12-03T19:32:00.000+08:00

Why do people have commitment issues? It's like one out of 3 people has it. Yes, being single is fun, but being able to love and be loved in return seriously kicks single life's ass.
Have I not felt ultimate pain yet? Maybe, but I bet after that "ultimate pain", I would still be looking and not mind falling. I'm stupid and masochistic that way.
I get to meet people and date around, but I still feel empty and lonely inside. I want to be able to take care of someone and be taken care of. Geesh, as I often say, I put the "hopeless" in "hopeless romantic".

*slaps self* Shut up, Jorja. Shut up. Emo ka nanaman eh.

Soundtrack

2006-12-03T17:37:00.000+08:00

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc).
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.

Opening Credits:
Something Corporate - The Runaway
(Maybe the movie starts in the middle of my life, o dba?)
If you're missing I will run away because I find myself in you.

Waking Up:
A Perfect Circle - Lullaby
(Perfect!)
Go back to sleep.

First Day of School:
Echobelly - A Map is not the Territory
(Angsty!)
I don’t doubt your downfall; I’ll bring you down.

Falling in Love:
Brandy - Have You Ever?
(Awww...)
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?

Fight Song:
Gwen Stefani - Now That You Got It
(Aba, BF-GF fight song)
If I’m really your baby then share with me your secrets in dark.

Breaking Up:
Grease - Summer Nights
(Ah, it was just a fling)
It turned colder, that's where it ends, so I told her we'd still be friends.

Prom:
Destiny's Child - Brown Eyes
(We didn't even have prom!)
I know that he loves me cause told me so. I know that he loves me cause his feelings show.

Life's just ok:
Garbage - Happy Home
(Life is just okay, haha)
In my happy home I barely breathe; I never once in my wayward life was heading to run out.

Mental Breakdown:
Audioslave - Original Fire
The original fire has died and gone, but the riot inside moves on.

Driving:
Don Davis - Woman Can Drive
(Whoaaa!)
-instrumental all through out-

Flashback:
Tatu - How Soon Is
(Did I have lesbian moments?)
When you say its gonna happen now, when exactly do you mean? See, I've already waited too long and all my hope is gone.

Getting Back Together:
Lisa Loeb - Wishing Heart
(Oh, I finally got my wish?)
I never kissed somebody so that they would break my heart, that's not what I want.

Birth of Child:
Scissor Sisters - The Other Side
(Do I die? Haha)
I'll count our blessings as I wait for you on the other side. Good luck and I will see you through.

Wedding:
Once on This Island - The Human Heart
(Well, uhm, it speaks of love.)
This is the gift I give - through your love you'll live forever

Finale Battle:
Bat Boy - Dance With Me, Darling
(Then my husband kills me after?)
So dance with me, darling, show them that you're still mine!

Death Scene:
Alan Parsons - Time
(OMG, how... fitting.)
Goodbye my love, maybe for forever. Goodbye my love, the tide waits for me. Who knows when we shall meet again?

Funeral Song:
John Mayer - Dreaming With a Broken Heart
(I am loving the end scenes' songs)
Wondering was she really here? Is she standing in my room? No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

End Credits:
Lisa Loeb - How
(Emooooo...)
With all the things that you could be, you never could learn how to be me., and now you want to ask me, "How?" It's like - how does your heart beat, and why do you breathe?

Visionary

2006-12-02T20:15:00.000+08:00

I will miss you.

2006-11-22T21:53:00.000+08:00

I will miss being woken up by you.
I will miss the pancakes you buy me.
I will miss the good morning and good night texts.
I will miss the little notes you give me.
I will miss your silly drawings.
I will miss taking wacky pictures with you.
I will miss you trying so hard to make me happy.
I will miss getting mad at you.
I will miss the hugs.
I will miss how excited you are about the Simpsons.
I will miss the way you smell.
I will miss how hard you tried showing me you cared.
I will miss your fashion sense - or lack of it.
I will miss watching movies with you.
I will miss how childish you were.
I will miss your kisses.
I will miss you telling me I'm pretty.
I will miss trying to dance with you.
I will miss pigging out with you.
I will miss you loving me.
I will just miss you.
Take care in Canada.
And tell me about the girl who will love you so much more than I did. :)

Tarot card

2006-11-20T15:45:00.000+08:00

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Sorry.

2006-11-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry I made you feel worse than you already were. I didn't know. I really am sorry. It was very wrong of me to judge you when I didn't know what was really going on. I'm sorry. At least, we're okay now, I hope.

On another note, I can't believe I am giving advice to a friend about his DotA team. There's also politics in DotA pala; I didn't know. I still can't understand though why these men are taking DotA so seriously.

Do you guys think I should move to LJ? I think someone who I don't want to read my blogs reads my blog.

Complicated.

2006-11-11T15:06:00.000+08:00

It's not so complicated, and yet I am confused. No, wait, not confused -- I am scared, afraid... terrified of something that can possibly happen to me again. Shall I just take a leap of faith even if it is probable that I will not like the end results? Gaahh, I can't help but be cynical after everything that has happened :P

Men -- can't live with them or without them.

11/13/06 update:
I ain't leapin', and I will be N.N. (hahaha, only a few know what this means)

Defy.

2006-10-25T20:03:00.000+08:00

I started painting this afternoon. I just finished 30 minutes ago. Here it is:

Everyone deserves a chance to fly.
Defy gravity.

Ex-Lover.

2006-10-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

** So uhmm, the ex has a new girl and he's kind of rubbing it in my face. I hate it. I just seriously hate it. I'm jealous of the new girl, and I'm jealous that my ex has already found someone. Karma?
** I still do, in case you were wondering. It could have happened and I would've made it work, if you weren't... yourself.
** Sana nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko.
** And you, whenever you're ready, baybeh.

Lover.

2006-10-23T01:24:00.000+08:00

Wanted:
Lover Boy
Doesn't play DotA. Has a great smile. Sings me to sleep. Texts me good morning and good night. Treats me like a goddess. Holds my hand while walking. Kisses me on the cheek. Can compose a song or write a poem for me. Hugs me from behind. Strokes my hair and my face. Does random things with me. Dances with me. Makes me laugh. Buys me turon or mango cake for no reason at all. Stays up with me 'till I fall asleep. Teaches me in subjects I'm not good at. Messages me when I'm online. Tells me stories. Takes care of me when I'm drinking/drunk. Allows me to use him as a body pillow when I sleep. Hugs me while watching scary movies. Assures me that everything will be alright. Gives me massages. Allows me to use him as a floater in the pool. Sits with me on the floor. Lets me put my head on his shoulder. Puts his head on my shoulder. Introduces me to his friends. Walks me to the caf and class. Takes random pictures with me and uses it as his wallpaper. Shares random trivias with me. Thinks Pudgy is adorable. Reminds me of things. Has my number memorized. Doodles on his notebook. Appreciates the little things I do for him. Gives me compliments. Eats with me. Knows Something Corporate and Jamie Cullum. Won't get freaked out by my lesbian tendencies. Leaves notes for me. Isn't awkward with my friends. Watches Disney channel. Loves theater. Won't get jealous of my male friends. Doesn't flirt with girls. Lets me play with his hair. Lets me draw on his arms. Has random burts of energy. Is barok like me. Aprreciates YouTube. Has similar weird interests with me. Watches TV sitcoms that I like. Lets me curl his lashes. Will like me for who I am.

Find me a guy who fits more than half of the description, and I will love you forever. Hahaha.

House.

2006-10-22T21:17:00.000+08:00

Draw a House

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.

Shuffle.

2006-10-21T11:08:00.000+08:00

Hello sembreak! Thanks to you I will get enough sleep and watch enough TV and DVD's. Thanks to you I won't get to see my friends and I will be stuck at home for 3 weeks. Can someone come over everyday to keep me company? Puhleeeaaassseee? *puppy dog eyes*

Put your music player on shuffle. Press next for each question. Use the song title and artist as the answer to the question. It's fun!

How are you feeling today?
-- "Something There" from Beauty and The Beast

There's something sweet
And almost kind
But he was mean and he was coarse and unrefined
But now he's dear, and so unsure
I wonder why I didn't see it there before

Will you get far in life?
-- "When Morning Comes" by Dishwalla

There's so much life here
And so much pain - we forget
There's so much life
As morning comes
And its real - the silence

How do your friends see you?
-- "As Long As You're Mine" from Wicked

And just for this moment
As long as you're mine
I've lot all resistance
And crossed some boarderline
And if it turnes out
It's over too fast
I'll make every last moment last
As long as you're mine

Will you get married?
-- "Far Away" by Nickelback

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

What is your best friend's theme song?
-- "Catch Your Wave" by The Clcik Five

Hey girl, I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl, I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl, you've got an undertow
Hey girl, hey girl, don't wanna let you go

What is the story of your life?
-- "This is Your Life" from the Fight Club soundtrack (Wow.)

"This is your life, good to the last drop. It doesn't get better than this. This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time."

What was high school like?
-- "Put Your Head on my Shoulder" by Michael Buble

Hold me in your arms, baby
Squeeze me oh so tight
Show me that you love me too.

How can you get ahead in life?
-- "A Thousand Words" by Savage Garden

You could resurrect a thousand words
To deceive me more and more
A thousand words will give the reasons why
I don't need you anymore

What is the best thing about your friends?
-- "Give It To You" by Jordan Knight (Huwaattt?!)

Baby you know I can give it to you
I can't deny I'd do it right
Just let me know and I'll give it to you
Show me where I'll taste you there
Baby you know and I'll give it to you
Your body needs a man like me
Anything goes when I give it to you
Without a doubt I'll turn you out
The feeling is fine giving you everything of mine

What is today going to be like?
-- "Journey to the Past" from the Anastacia soundtrack

Heart don't fail me now
Courage don't desert me
Home, love, family; there was once a time I must have had them too
Home, love, family; I will never be complete until I found you
One step at a time
One hope then another
Who knows where this road may go?
Back to who I was
On to find my future
Still my heart still needs to know

What is in store for this weekend?
-- "Just the Girl" by The Click Five (Shall I have a lesbian weekend?)

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She's just the girl I'm looking for

What song describes you?
-- "Open the Door" by Betty Carter

Open the door, dear.
I must get in your heart!
You're making it hard to be true

To describe your grandparents?
-- "Longer" by Dan Fogelberg (Go grandma!)

Longer than thereve been fishes in the ocean
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than thereve been stars up in the heavens
~~I've been in love with you~~

How is your life going?
-- "Somebody Told Me" by The Killers (It's a mess, haha)

Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this

What song will they play at your funeral?
-- "Where Are You Going?" by Dave Matthews Band (OMG, where am I going?)

I am no Superman
I have no answers for you
I am no hero
Oh, that's for sure
But I do know one thing
Is where you are is where I belong
I do know where you go
Is where I want to be

How does the world see you?
-- "Yeah!" by Usher (Uhhhmmm... never with my bestfriend's man)

Yeah (yeah) Shorty got down low, sayin come and get me
Yeah (yeah) I got so caught up, I forgot she told me
Yeah (yeah) her and my girl were the best of homies
Yeah (yeah) Next thing I knew, she was all up on me screamin':
Yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, Yeaah
Yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, Yeaah

Will you have a happy life?
-- "To Each His Dulcinea (To Every Man His Dream)" from Man of La Mancha (I'll be forever dreamin')

There is no Dulcinea,
She's made of flame and air,
And yet how lovely life would seem
If ev'ry man could weave a dream
To keep him from despair.

What do your friends really think of you?
-- "Here We Go Again" by Paramore (OH NO!)

I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not, no I'm not.
Well, I'm not.

Do people secretly lust after me?
-- "Back To You" by John Mayer (Is this a yes?)

Back to you
It always comes around
Back to you
I tried to forget you
I tried to stay away
But it's too late

How can I make myself happy?
-- "Don't Say You Love Me" by The Corrs (By believing what they say, I make myself happy for a little while, I guess)

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

What should I do with my life?
-- "Punk Rock Princess" by Something Corporate (Look for my garage band king?)

If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your garage band king.
You can tell me why you just dont fit in
And how you're gonna be something

Will I ever have children?
-- "Ordinary" by Train (Uhhmm.. what?)

And when the world is on its knees with me it's fine
And when I come to the rescue I do it for you time after time
Everybody seems to be getting what they need where's mine
‘Cause you're what I need so very but I'm anything but ordinary

What is some good advice for me?
-- "What A Wonderful World" by Louis Armstrong (Fine, it is a wonderful world)

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself what a wonderful world

What is my signature dancing song?
-- "Our Time" from Merrily We Roll Along (I can dance to this?)

It's our time, breathe it in
Worlds to change and worlds to win
Our turn coming through,
Me and you, man,
Me and you!

What do I think my current theme song is?
-- "Doesn't Reming Me" by Audioslave (Haha, yes, I don't want/need to be reminded of something right now)

The things that I've loved the things that I've lost
The things I've held sacred that I've dropped
I won't lie no more you can bet
I don't want to learn what I'll need to forget

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
-- "Bend and Break" by Keane

If only I don't bend and break
I'll meet you on the other side
I'll meet you in the light
If only I don't suffocate
I'll meet you in the morning when you wake

What kind of men/women do you like?
-- "Don't Forget About Us" by Mariah Carey (Ok, a man who doesn't forget about us, haha)

Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

Proud.

2006-10-20T16:46:00.000+08:00

Jorrelle and I are talking like we are friends, best friends even. There's no awkward moment, and wow, it just feels great. We're talking about how we were and our current statuses. I ask advice from him, and he gives great advices. We're joking around and teasing each other. We are actually friends, and I am proud of us. I can't believe that I actually thought I can never be friends with exes. Most probably because my first ex and I are still not talking. It's his loss, ha!

Now, about that other guy... there are still some awkward moments for me, but it's going pretty well. Jorrelle thinks I got played, but I'd rather think he likes someone else. Haha. Well, all I really need now is a friend. Really. *nose gets longer* Friend with benefits? *nose goes back to normal state* Tried that, it was fun, but you know, it had to end. It just had to.

jorrellelim: i dont want to get hurt again e
Jorja: You have to get hurt to learn :)
jorrellelim: i didnt learn anything tho
Jorja: AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
Jorja: you suck
Jorja: well
jorrellelim: i just know that u cant stand long dstance e hahhaha [ano ba yan?!]
Jorja: the feeling of being actually in love and loving someone is reason enough :) [Naks, Jorja]
Jorja: isnt it?
jorrellelim: yea
jorrellelim: im just happy now
Jorja: i am happy too [yiheee]
jorrellelim: haha your not.. ur sad about ur crush e haha [HUMIRIT PA!]

Fuck.

2006-10-19T03:50:00.000+08:00

Is there something wrong with me? 'Cause apparently they all just want to be friends with me. Now, all I have to do is learn how to enjoy the friendship and control my damn feelings.

Oh no!

2006-10-16T19:28:00.000+08:00

I'm in the wrong spot again. I like someone (a different someone from my last post). We have this "thing" going on. It was supposed to be just for fun or something, but I am getting kinda attached. I know I will get hurt. I have to stop this or clear it up ASAP, but but but... I can't. I don't know how. Help!

Hope

2006-10-09T00:56:00.000+08:00

Hope for the Flowers is ovaahhh! It's going to be so weird not having to rehearse and getting home early. The cast party was ... wait, what cast party? Haha, I got too drunk to remember what happened in the cast party. Macky and his evil drinks made everyone smashed. It was so good. You couldn't taste the alchohol; the next thing you know you're walking around in your tighty whities *ehem*.

... and then there was a plot twist. Shhhh.

Single

2006-10-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

I still have no electricity so I'm spending the night here in Makati Shangri-La (father is snoring like a bulldozer).

** I am single again. It was a smart decision. He was leaving anyway, so we decided to be friends. Now we can get used to not having each other around and not having to text each other every single minute.

** I have a crush on someone. He's not drop dead gorgeous, but I like him cause he's smart and he has principles. He knows I have a crush on him, and I definitely think he's avoiding me. Damn, I should've just shut up about the whole crush thing. Great going, man.

** I predict I am going to fall for someone who is out of my league, and I'm going to end up with another DotA playing bum. I just can't understand how other women can be so lucky when it comes to men. How come I always get the good-looking guy with no substance? Can someone please change this?

** I can't believe I only have to shows left. It will be weird not seeing my castmates everyday anymore. Especially the "CG" - the people I am always with - I will definitely miss them the most.

** "Forget regret or life is yours to miss."

Happy Bday

2006-09-17T15:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DERECK!
I lobesh you!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIKO TOO!

Toe Nail

2006-09-12T23:21:00.000+08:00

My toe nail fell off, and I can't stop laughing.
I am really a magnet for accidents!

Haircut

2006-09-10T17:00:00.000+08:00

Straight men shouldn't be allowed to cut women's hair!
The guy said he's going to cut my hair so it will have softer curls and it's going to still be the same length.

#1 He took off 3 inches of my hair! How is that same length??
#2 Since he took off 3 inches of my hair, the curls are gone! So how am I going to have "soft curls"??

Anak ng puta. I've been crying since yesterday!

The Morning After.

2006-09-09T11:05:00.000+08:00

Last night was my best friend Jean's debut. She held it at their garden, but it started to rain, so the program was delayed for about 2 hours. After the debut, I went to Cantina to drink with the BlueReppers. Played truth or dare while I was drunk, and you guys know who always gets picked on in truth or dare especially with Toff. Tsk tsk. They came over my place cause I was home alone and stayed 'til 6 am. Hahaha, what great fun!

just another blog in cyberspace

2006-09-06T23:14:00.000+08:00

My uncle just died. My cousin told me he just stopped breathing. Why are there so many people dying?

RIP Uncle Mike

RIP Steve Irwin

2006-09-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

Jorja: baka nagusap mga stingrays and crocodiles?
Reb Kerwin Atadero: hahahaha
Reb Kerwin Atadero: oo nga
Reb Kerwin Atadero: sabi nila
Jorja: parang stingrays ung mga silent killer
Reb Kerwin Atadero: itumba nyo yan
Jorja: assassins
Reb Kerwin Atadero: nakakaasar na e
Jorja: hahahahahaha
Jorja: parang mafia

RIP Croc-Hunter
Jorja: ang labo haha

Oh, Brother Dear!

2006-09-03T01:26:00.000+08:00

** My brother got marriedthis afternoon... errrmm I meant yesterday afternoon. He and his girlfriend got this civil wedding (?), but they're gonna have a wedding-wedding next year. How fun!

** I am loving the new song I have to learn for POC -- "If You Really Knew Me" from They're Playing Our Song.

** I want to watch The Devil Wears Prada. I went to GB3 just to try to get tickets, but the tickets were sold out! Wow!

** My crush is not gay, but I might be. Hahaha, I just find this one girl really, really cute and lovable. Oh no! :P

It's Not Fair.

2006-09-01T00:07:00.000+08:00

I'm going to die married to a stupid chinese guy, or if I am lucky, alone. Grarrr, I hate how my parents don't understand me or even the "new generation of Chinese". Why can't they be cool like the other parents? Why can't they let me make my own choices and my own mistakes? And... When can I have a boyfriend that is not "illegal" and they will not not like?
It's not fair! It's not fair! My brother and his Filipino girlfriend, now he's fiancee (they're getting married civilly this Saturday), got together when he was in his sophomore year in college.
I can never share any secrets or problems with my parents, because they never, ever understand. NEVER. What they think is right should always be RIGHT (like we need more of those kinds of people in the world, doh!).

I'm going to get kicked out of Ateneo. I hate getting low grades. Unlike most people, I don't try harder, I just give up. I think I need to see a shrink.

Weirdos.

2006-08-26T21:37:00.000+08:00

Today was creepy. Why do I attract weird men? As in, seriously, of all the guys in the world, why do I have to be a magnet for the very, very weird ones?

I was sitting quietly, listening to my iPod, and reading a book. When this guy who was across me started waving his hands, so I looked at him. Oh no, that was one BIG mistake. He came over and talked to me. I was just nodding and thinking of ways to get out of the conversation. He asked for my number, I gave him a phoney one, AND he asked if he could take a picture. Eww EEEWWWWW. Stupidly, I allowed him to. For all I know, he could be jerking off to it now. EEEWWW.

One more story. I was in SM and was looking for the movie theatre. Like normal people, I asked the guard. Another BIG mistake! The guard was a pervert. He was looking at me from head to toe and smiling in a very nasty way. He even asked what my name was, the nerve! I just pretended I didn't hear him and walked away. UUGGGHHHH.

Can someone teach me how to get rid of weird men?
(And can someone check if my new Ateneo crush is not gay? I don't know his name though. Hahaha.)

Oh the Stupidity!

2006-08-25T10:40:00.000+08:00

I went to Anonas yesterday to check out the ukay-ukay. Oh man, there were actually branded items there (as in Burberry, Miss Sixty, Armani) and they were actually real! I was half-expecting to see my mother's old clothes there.

Speaking of my mother, I asked her, "If you had only two choices for my future husband, which one would you choose? A stupid, mean Chinese guy; or a perfect man who is not Chinese."

Her answer was the Chinese guy. She's so stupid/close-minded/selfish/etc.

Still Worried.

2006-08-15T23:19:00.001+08:00

I saw my Ama last Sunday. She can remember people now, sort of. I stood beside her and she stared at me for forever and a half. Finally, she spoke up.
"Who are you?" Ouch.
My auntie then told her, "Ma! It's Abe."
My grandmother looks at me again, "Ohh! My! How big you have gotten!" Ouch again.

I visited her when I was the same size as I am now not long ago, so I figured that her memory was still a bit damaged from her stroke and her last memory of me was when I was still little.

She has became terribly fragile. I'm afraid she will break any minute. My mom or auntie tied a string across the arm rests of her wheelchair so that when she leans, she won't fall. Her voice has gotten softer, and most of the time, her words are incomprehensible. I tried so hard not to cry when I couldn't understand what she was saying. Haiii... :(

Big Smile

2006-08-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

I am proud of myself.
I read the assignments for Accounting and Law.
I finished my paper for Chinese.
I finished 2/3 of the paper for Com(m?).
I did all of these things in advance! *pats self on the back* :D

Now I only have the SA test, PE assignment, BlueRep rehearsals, and 1/3 of the Comm paper to worry about.

After one month...

2006-08-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

After one month of absence from blogging. I am back! Haha, well maybe just for tonight. Everyone knows I'm a lazy ass. It's just that Dereck asked me why I don't blog anymore, so I decided to blog just now.

What's been up?
- I got in BlueRep!
- Accounting is not so difficult after all.
- Our SA teacher is such a bitch. She's a good teacher, but she's still a meanie.
- Chinese sucks. I thought taking up Chinese = easy A, but nooooooo, one short exam in the class is like one long test in our high school.
- I want to go to Europe.
- Suikoden IV is so addicting!

SM!

2006-07-09T11:32:00.000+08:00

Robina and I had a date in Mall of Asia yesterday. I was on a budget 'cause I am close to my credit limit, so we decided to shop at SM department store. OMG! It has everything! I was beyond excited when I stepped in there. Robina and I just started grabbing stuff off the racks and tried them on. The clothes weren't as bad as I thought it was. I bought 2 shorts, 1 capris, a lot of accessories, and a LOT of belts; my bill didn't even reach 6 thousand! WOW. The only problem was that when I got home and hanged the accessories, one of them fell apart. I had spend 30 minutes fixing it, but it's good as new now. Yehey!

Oh yeah, I also bought a Tamagotchi. I named her Vodka.

Worried.

2006-06-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

I am worried/scared shitless. Ama (grandmother) had a stroke, and Mom took her to the hospital. I am seriously scared that I might lose her. I want Ama to see at least one of her grandchildren get married and to see at least one great grandchild.

I remember when I was young, she would always give me ten pesos to put in my piggy bank. And some nights when my parents come home late, she would stay beside me until I fell asleep. I remember telling her that when I stop breathing (that was what I thought happens when you fall asleep) that's when she could leave me...

I don't want her to leave me until I stop breathing.

Pudgy's new haircut

2006-06-22T14:24:00.000+08:00

Pudgy has a new haircut! You can see his cute "eye patch" now. :)

Nothing much.

2006-06-14T11:54:00.000+08:00

I am so bored. I was in HK from June 9 to 12, and it was fun. Basically because all the stuff bought are mine, hahahaha, I actually filled up three big luggages with my stuff! Well, I might not be able to go to HK again, cause I spent a LOT. It was mainly my parent's fault; I wanted to buy cheap stuff at the bazaar, but they won't let me. To make up for not wanting to buy me cheap/fake goods, they bought me pink Prada and Dior bags, and a Gucci tote bag for school. Okay, so I may be a little spoiled, just a teeny tiny bit. I also bought a lot of clothes. Morgan had a 50% off sale, so I think I bought half the store, hahaha, too bad they're not the type of clothes you wear to school. I have also officially filled up all the holes in my earring holder, and I still need one more holder.

My parents are going back to HK next week for my cousin's wedding. I'm gonna prepare a list of things that I want, and see if they will still buy me these things (it's mostly broadway CD's). Nyahahaha.

I miss the 7-up gang! :(

Yahoo!

2006-06-07T12:16:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD! WHAT HAVE I DONE?!

On Tuesdays and Thursdays:
9 - 10:30 -> Sec A
10:30 - 12 -> Bel
12 - 1:30 -> Comm

Sec A to Bel to Comm

STUPID! STUPID!

Tom and Jerry

2006-05-29T16:03:00.000+08:00

I love Baby Looney Tunes. Oh man, I miss watching TV so much. Tom and Jerry is on. I hate Jerry so much. He's such an asshole. Poor Tom. Tsk tsk.

SkyCable Platinum

2006-05-29T15:33:00.000+08:00

My mom subscribed me to Sky CAble Platinum, and I am very, very happy! Yehey! I can watch Discovery and Disney again! I also have playhouse Disney which means I can watch Sesame Street late at night. Oh happy happy joy joy!

It's really over!

2006-05-28T04:10:00.000+08:00

Merrily We Roll Along is done! Everyone loved Charley! Congrats Ren! And Harold! And Joy! And everybody else! Thanks to all those who watched the show, yehey!

Now, my face is red from scrubbing it, using toner (twice!), and washing it again. All because I can't remove the effin' foundation fully. I am not sure if there's still some foundation left on my skin, but I don't care, I'm too tired.

Uhhmmm, belated happy birthday to my munky buddy BING! I love youuuuu!

It's OVAH!

2006-05-27T02:06:00.000+08:00

This is it. Weeks of hard work for one 2-hour show. Text me later this: "Break a leg, Jorja." ok? Haha.

Haiii...
I can go back to being a bum again.

OH CRAP! I haven't started with my driving lessons! *smacks forehead* I keep forgetting to call up the driving school to set a schedule!

Yahoo!

2006-05-21T03:05:00.000+08:00

"Sweetheart, I love you. You give nice kisses."
-- *blushes all shades of red* hahaha, one more satisfied customer. JK.

The rehearsal is getting more and more tiring. I don't know whether to concentrate on the dancing or the singing. I can't do either one well too. I have a fear of notes and I also have two left feet (or right, I can't tell which is which).

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2006-05-20T01:13:00.000+08:00

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2006-05-20T00:43:00.000+08:00

I still don't know my right and left

Miko Galvez: yung directions mo is right at yokohama
Miko Galvez: tapos right or left?
Miko Galvez: haha
Jorja: left at yokohama
Jorja: left to go to my hizzaus
Miko Galvez: gago, right at yokohama kaya
Miko Galvez: hahaha
Jorja: gago left
Jorja: hahaha
Jorja: ay mali
Jorja: right nga
Jorja: hahahaha
Miko Galvez: hahahaha
Jorja: may watch kasi ako sa right hand ko
Jorja: kaya akala ko left

Bad Dream.

2006-05-18T14:03:00.000+08:00

I had a bad dream! I dreamt that it was May 27, and we were all still messing up badly. Alex thought that it would help if he changed the notes, and it made us mess up even worse. So we just went to KFC to eat sopas. Then Mia (the stage manager) was pregnant with the child from Omen (yes, it's weird), and the only way we could save her was if one of us had the baby instead. So someone said Jorja, and some ghost said yes, ok. I was scared shitless I stayed at the temple and prayed to my ancestors and buddha.
Hahaha, then I woke up cause my phone rang. Mommy told me Pudgy was choking on the treat my bro gave him this morning and almost died.

Two Days in a Row.

2006-05-18T00:06:00.000+08:00

I feel bad...

... for not sharing my sinigang with my brother...

... among other things.

Aarrghh!

2006-05-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO MY SHOUTBOX?!?!

Hmph!

2006-05-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

Workshop was very tiring, but I was still fine 'til I entered my room. SOMEONE moved the television and caused my stuffed monkeys to fall out of place. I had to fix the television, and put my monkeys back to their proper places. Then I turn around and I see my Spongebobs not in their proper places too! I fixed 'em up; I sit down and see ants on my desk, so I started smacking various parts of my desk trying to kill the ants. My hands are red and swollen, and I am in a very bad mood. Rarrrr!

Mommy's day!

2006-05-14T14:16:00.000+08:00

I had a difficult time looking for flowers for mommy and hiding them. I went to the flower shop and all the flowers were almost gone, thank god there were still some flowers left for a bouquet for mommy. I saw pretty orchids in the shop too, and my mom loves orchids, so I bought that too. Haiii, aren't I such a sweet daughter? Hahaha. My dad's gonna pout and say how come he doesn't get anything for father's day again. Cute.
Any way, happy mother's day to all the ladies! :) Give your mom a hug for me :)

19k!

2006-05-09T15:01:00.000+08:00

Holy mother! Driving lessons = 19 thousand = 20 hours! That's like 1k per hour.

Well, I called my uncle and asked him to help me get my student permit. If my dad agrees to the 19k, I will start my driving lessons on Monday 10 am - 12 nn. Oh crap, this means I have to sleep and wake up early.

** Bea just called and asked if she could plug her iPod in my computer, hahaha **

Merrily for P150

2006-05-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, watch our show, Merrily We Roll Along, for the low, low price of P150! It's on May 27, 8pm!
(edit: I forgot to mention where it would be held)
It will be in OnStage, Greenbelt 1!

C'mon, watch watch!
I swear I will stop using exclamation points if you buy tickets from me!

Blockmates! High school friends! 7-up! OREO! People who do not have a DEBUT to attend to (hahaha)! Mother! Father! Brother! Pinsans! Kinakapatids! Ninongs! Ninangs! Neighbors! Bloghoppers! Online friends! YOOUUUUU!!!!

Yahoo!

2006-05-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

I am getting addicted to Grey's Anatomy. Damn you tv-freaks that got me watching this show! Hahaha, my dad and brother just got home, they bought me the first season of That 70's show and the first three seasons of Scrubs, yey!

Drunk.

2006-05-07T03:13:00.000+08:00

i am a bit drunk
got home from a friend's place
i am kinda swaying in my seat
ren, you promised me something hahahaha
the boyfriend had to put up with the drunk jorja again, poor darling. but he likes it, i am way sweeter when i am drunk
repapeeps, sorry my bf id not talkative, i swear just talk to him about pool or poker, you two can get along just fine

someone told me something, hahahaha, i know something thats supposed to be secret hahahaha
you should be getting paranoid by now

New York

2006-05-05T15:53:00.000+08:00

Aside from Fran Drescher and Audrey from Little Shop of Horrors, whose New Yorkish attitude/accent/voice can I learn from?

Hahaha, I keep on forgetting my Alex's voice. Eeekk.

Drving lessons

2006-05-04T15:46:00.000+08:00

Driving lessons! Shit, I need to learn how to drive!

I keep on forgetting to contact the friggin' secretary to call up the driving school.

Speaking of secretaries, I will play Frank's secretary, Alex, in Merrily We Roll Along.

I have one singing line.

Oh well, no small roles daw. I will be the best Alex in all of history. Hahahahahaha.

THE dream.

2006-04-30T00:17:00.000+08:00

I dreamt of THE ex (hahaha) last night. We were in my car, getting back together. I held his hand, and his head was on my shoulder. We got off the car, then he started walking away. I kept on chasing him, but I couldn't.

Wow naman.

Sick, as always.

2006-04-25T20:47:00.000+08:00

** I am sick. AGAIN! Ugghhhh.. My throats hurts like hell, so does my head.

** I am officially addicted to Veronica Mars and in love with Logan Echolls. I don't care if he is a bad guy, he is just way too adorable.

** I think we are going to do Merrily We Roll Along. I won't audition anymore, cause I think the lead roles require a lot of experience in love and all that. I am just too young to understand and perform all that, naks.

** I miss someone. HAHAHA, as always.

Myoclonic twitch

2006-04-25T11:36:00.000+08:00

From Death: The High Cost of Living by Neil Gaiman:
"You know what a myoclonic twitch is, Bonny Boy?"
"N-no."
"Well, when you're falling asleep. And your mind's wanderin'. And you've crossed over the boundary of sleepin' and wakin', and you're beginning to almost dream, and in the dream you take a step, or move an arm, and in real life it twitches too. And it wakes you back up. You ever had that?"
"Uh. Y-yeah. Yes. Sure."
"That's a myoclonic twitch."

Everyone learns a thing or two from Neil Gaiman.

Turn on's and off's

2006-04-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

About guys, Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don't care):
Is taller than you: ON
Is shorter than you: OFF
Wears braces: DC
wears a grill: OFF
Dresses Preppy: DC
Dresses Ghetto: OFF
Dresses Gothic: OFF
Has blue eyes: ON
Has green eyes ON
Has hazel eyes: ON
Brown eyes: ON
Drinks alcohol: DC
Wears glasses: ON
Smokes: OFF
Plays sports: ON
Smiles a lot: ON
Calls you just to say Hi: ON
Compliments you: ON
Good dancer: DC (as long as he's not better than me)
Wears jewelry: DC
Smiles when you walk in the room: ON
Has brown hair: DC
Has Black hair: DC
Has blonde hair: DC
Has red hair: DC
Makeup: OFF
Can make you laugh at any given moment: ON
Loyal: ON
Laid back: DC (but not too laid back)
Plays guitar: ON
Plays drums: ON
Sing: ON
he's buff (muscles): This is hard, I don't want my man thin and I don't want him too buff either.. If he's extremely buff, then OFF.
He can draw: ON
Easily jealous: OFF (it's flattering in a way, but it gets annoying)
Doesn't eat meat: OFF
is bi: OFF
has a tattoo: DC (ehem, Orlando Bloom has a tattoo)
has a lip ring: OFF
has tounge ring: OFF

Right hand.

2006-04-20T12:03:00.000+08:00

I was at Joel Trinidad and Raul Montesa's party last night, and the place was packed with theater veterans. Oh man, I swear I could've fainted right when I stepped into the room. Menchu Lauchengco, Lea Salonga, Bituin Escalante and many more were just there sitting and talking, and I was there just staring at them or trying hard not to stare at them. Oh god, oh god, I even got to say hi and shake hands with Lea Salonga, Topper Fabregas, and JM Rodriguez. One of my friends even cried after Joel introduced her to Lea, it was funny in a way, haha.

So yeah, last night was such a memorable night.

carbocisteine: bittersweet symphony

2006-04-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS MIKO AND PAT!
DL! Naks!

Got home today from Hong Kong. I have no more space for my stuff, so as of now my luggage is my closet. I think I bought too many bags, clothes, and shoes. I now have 3 new pairs of Havaianas, 2 pairs of Chucks, 3 pairs of stilettos, 1 pair of Pumas, and 3 pairs of flats. I wish I had bought more DVDs though, but my mom was going to throw a fit if she saw me buy all 7 seasons of Will and Grace. I also bought my dog a lot of stuff. He now has a new house, a new toy, a new pet dish, and a lot of snacks, clothes, and diapers (yes, diapers). We had to buy a new bag just to put in the bags of diapers. Haiii, spoiled little cutie pie. I am also quite surprised that my maids didn't try to kill him. Hahaha. Hong Kong was great, but it was quite cold so my face got dry and my pimples came out, boohoo!
I also gained a few pounds, damn you yummy noodles!

Friendster - Pudgy

2006-04-12T01:21:00.000+08:00

Pudgy (my dog) is now officially a Friendster user. Add him!

Friendster - Pudgy

This is what happens when I am utterly bored.
I'm leaving for HK in a few hours!

Dereck, see ya there! :D

Likeability

2006-04-08T00:44:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wish I wasn't likeable and I wasn't nice at all; I think that way I may have lesser problems.

I am pissed off at someone. I want to say to him, "Leave me alone! I don't give a fuck about you, you stupid retard!" But I can't say it, 'cause I am afraid the poor boy might get hurt. But I swear, he is so annoying. I told his brother about it, and his brother isn't really very helpful. My other friends are getting quite annoyed with him too, but we don't know how to tell him off. He is just way too weird.

Workshop

2006-04-06T12:45:00.000+08:00

I joined the Rep workshop this year, and there were a lot of familiar faces. Dereck decided to move from the teens class to our class. Our teachers are Robbie Guevarra and Niccolo Manahan. I swear I am so tempted to rub Robbie's bald head, hahaha.

Yesterday, we did the log roll. Shit! That must've been the longest log roll in the world, I was so dizzy after rolling on top of about 30 people. We also did some trust exercises, and I think Dereck trusts me too much. Mwahahaha.

Rape.

2006-04-04T16:29:00.000+08:00

My friend and her pervy boyfriend is in my room right now. Pervy boyfriend is raping my friend. Eeww.

Yes or no

2006-04-02T14:15:00.000+08:00

YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO EXPLAIN.
1. Taken a picture with someone else? yes
2. Painted your room? no
3. Painted a car? no
4. Drive a car? yes
5. Danced in front of your mirror? yes
6. Have a crush? yes
7. Been sad?- yes
8. Have a friend? - yes
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yes
10. Been in a fist fight? no
11. Been happy? yes
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes
13. Been arrested? no
14. Made out with a stranger? n0
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yes
16. Left your house without telling your parents? - yes
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? no
18. Skipped school to do something more fun? yes
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yes
20. Seen someone die? no
21. Been on a plane? yes
22. Kissed someone (not a parent or 'friend')? yes
23. Slept in until 3pm? yes
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? yes
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yes
26. Made a snow angel? yes
27. Made someone happy? yes
28. Cheated while playing a game? yes
29. Been lonely? yes
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? yes
31. Been to a party? yes
32. Felt an earthquake? yes
33. Touched a snake? no
34. Ran as fast as u can? yes
36. Been heartbroken? yes
37. Been in a car accident? yes
38. Hated your parents? yes
39. Witnessed a crime? no
40. sweet danced? yes
41. Been lost? yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? yes
43. Been lonely? yes
44. Cried yourself to sleep? yes
46. Sang karaoke? yes
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes
48. Laughed until something you were drinkingcame out your nose? yes
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? no
50. kissed in the rain? no
51. Sang in the shower? yes
52. Played football? yes (European)
53. Had a dream that you married someone? yes
54. Glued your hand to something? yes
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? no (ABCD, hahaha)
57. Been a leader? yes
58. Sat on a roof top? yes
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? yes
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? yes
61. Played chicken? no
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? no
63. Ever been told u were hot from a complete stranger? yes
64. Broken a bone? no
65. Been easily amused? yes
67. Smiled at someone? yes
68. Cheated on a test? yes
69. Forgotten someone's name? yes
70. Slept naked? yes
71. Been in a pool? yes
73. Been in a classroom? yes
74. Played badminton? yes
75. Gone to a late night movie? yes
76. Made love to anything not human? no
77. Failed a class? no
78. Loved someone? yes
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? no
80. Loved someone so much you'd do anything to get them back? yes
81. Easily fall for someone? yes
82. Thrown strange objects? yes
83. Felt like killing someone? yes
84. Felt like running away? yes
85. Ran away? no
86. Did drugs? no
87. Been in a party? yes
89. Made a parent cry? no
90. Cried over someone? yes
91. Smoke more than 10 times in one day? no
92. Dated someone more than once? yes
93. Had/Have a dog? yes
95. Own an instrument? yes
96. Are you in a band? no
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? no
98. Broken a CD? yes
99. Been in a beach? yes
100. Had feelings for someone? yes

Blog

2006-04-02T01:36:00.000+08:00

bingtotski: kanina, naghahanap kami ng baby names
Jorja: nino?
bingtotski: tapos sinabi ko lang lahat ng lalaki sa cellphone ko
bingtotski: para sa anak ni ahia
bingtotski: haha
Jorja: hahahaha
bingtotski: tapos nasabi ko ******
bingtotski: tapos sabi ni dihia ******?
bingtotski: kilala ko yun a
bingtotski: ex ni jorja
Jorja: ..............
bingtotski: hahahahhaa
Jorja: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Jorja: omg
Jorja: HOW THE HELL
bingtotski: blog
bingtotski: hahahaha

Hi dihia ni Bing!

Eventful day

2006-04-01T03:42:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to RAISSA, PAM, GRACE, and POTS!!

This after-- oh wait, yesterday afternoon, Jorrelle and I had a fight, buuuuttt... it just ended with a very funny ending. Ask me what it is through YM na alng. Wahaha.

Went to the Tiesto event, but they ran out of tickets! Boohoo! So we went to the Hed Kandi event instead. It was fun! Dereck wasn't drunk, so we didn't have to take care of him, hahaha. Met 3 guys, hmmm not very good-looking, pero pwede na. My big ass attracts guys pala, mwahahahaha. Saw Tim Yap and some other people. Damn, Gwen sumthing is hot! ... Lesbo lesbooo. Joke lang!

Well, I am home, sleepy, and partially deaf. So good night, good night!

BTW, Mang Rene had a bonding time with Ethel Booba's driver and got some gossip for us. La lang, haha.

Love Your Thumbs

2006-03-30T13:38:00.000+08:00

Love Your Thumbs

Summer, officially!

2006-03-28T13:50:00.000+08:00

Woohoo! It's officially summer vacation for me! I just hope that I pass all my subjects and the ITM test.

I plan to:
1. Join REP
2. Join POC
3. Get driving lessons

Summer!

2006-03-25T00:01:00.000+08:00

'Tis over!! Woohooo!! *breathes in the freedom*

Oh crap. May ITM test pa pala.

Vacation - coming soon!

2006-03-22T16:29:00.000+08:00

Calculus final exam - done!
Lit final exam - done!
ES final exam

English papers - done! (c/o Pam, hahaha)
Lit paper - done!
Fil revised paper - done! (Thanks, Pat!)
Fil reseach paper

Lit play

** Pudgy is sick. Poor thing was throwing up this morning. :( He smells sooooooooo bad too.

TY

2006-03-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

** Thanks a bunch for the 57 people who greeted me today! :D
-- The stat msg people, the texters, the ym-ers, the callers, the long distance caller (Franz), the singers, the shouters, the screamers, the 7-uppers. Hahahaha. Feeling star diba?
** 7-up: Thanks for the lunch/laughtrip/Rar-bashing/boobie-making mini-party!
** Jorrelle for keeping me company.
** Pudgy is starting to smell really, really bad.

"Raaarrr"Inspired by Shaggy Dog and Bea Pobletehahahahaha
The stat msg people

My birthday

2006-03-16T08:30:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Jorja!
Hahaha :)

Woot!

2006-03-15T21:16:00.000+08:00

Salamat Miko-Gwapito!

Hacker..?

2006-03-14T09:53:00.000+08:00

Errrmmm, someone tried to get into my account here on Blogger o.O

Mean, mean person he/she is.

oblivionflavoredlambanog

2006-03-12T16:06:00.000+08:00

Click this:
http://dereck.i.ph/gallery/jorjdebut/CIMG0185

Then this:
http://dereck.i.ph/gallery/jorjdebut/CIMG0186

Then go "awwww"...

Thanks

2006-03-12T12:43:00.000+08:00

Everyone who came to my party, thanks a bunch!!!
Sorry for not being able to entertain you much :(
Thank you for the wonderful, wonderful gifts too! :)

* I didn't get drunk.
* Ex was there (thanks Dereck for asking SPIT *that* question while he's there).
* Got a dog from Dereck. I named him Pudgy.
* Drummer boy was there too, yey, talked to him na!
* They said it was a great party, but I wasn't satisfied with it :( People were leaving early, and I think the program might have bored them. I didn't get to eat and try the choco fountain too! Boohoooooo! Big parties are not for me, I guess. Well, I'm gonna celebrate March 16 with close friends na lang. :D

Debut

2006-03-11T08:34:00.000+08:00

Less than 12 hours to go!
I cannot breathe properly.
Geesh, to my future boyfriend: let's not get married, I don't want to go through this again.

Debut

2006-03-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the day.
Dammit.
I am not ready.
I am panicking like crazy...!!!!

:(

Ulan

2006-03-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

Ulan

Breathe Breathe

2006-03-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

2 days to go.

I don't have an AVP, 'cause my brother won't do it. Anyone wanna do it for me?

I can't breathe. Oh the stress!!!!

dug dug pak dug, dug pak

2006-03-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

3 days left.
Still no gown. Damn you, Alex Pigao.

... *dug dug pak dug, dug pak*

Yahoo!

2006-03-07T19:18:00.000+08:00

4 days left, and no gown, no decorations, no drink menu, no souvenir cards, and no place cards yet. Great. Just great. To top it all off, I still have a lot of school work to do. Crap.

Dereck: When MC and I were talking, he started recruiting me again, and I told him about you. 'Pos tinanong niya kung ikaw ba raw yung *gestures big tits*

Errr... Errrrmmm... At least, he remembers me?

Wish list v.2

2006-03-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

Wishlist v2
1. Skippy peanut butter spread, chunky please (Check! -Thanks Bettina)
2. Universal remote control (Check! -Thanks Steph Sia)
3. Waste basket (Check! -Thanks Denis)
4. Skittles, a lot of Skittles (Check! - Thanks Mark)
5. M&M's, plain or with peanuts, a lot of them (Check! - Thanks Mark)
6. M&M's dispenser
7. Flashlight (Check! -Thanks Benson)
8. Biiiiiiiiig monkey doll. BIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGG.
9. The Missing Piece Meets the Big O (Check! -Thanks Joseph)
10. Gummy worms (Check! - Thanks Mark)
11. Gummy lifesavers
12. Dentyne (Check! Thanks Bingtotskiiiii :D)
13. Toothbrush
14. Soap
15. Bouquet of red roses
16. Jigsaw puzzle (Check! - Thanks Ken)
17. Nachos and salsa
18. CD/DVD box
19. Book box
20. Swiss Miss
21. Badminton racket
22. Plain colored tank top
23. Drum set and a drummer boy
24. A song/poem for me, just for me
25. Red nail polish
26. Cellphone case for my N70
27. My ex-bf
28. Yoga DVD (mat na rin)
29. A dog
30. Driving lesson
31. Oreo cookies (Check! -Thanks Tina)
32. Pillow case for my hotdog pillow
33. Stapler (Check! -Thanks Carl)